The letter I should have sent...The letter I should have sent... by Coltonmerris
Do you know why I do MMA?
Because I can take comfort in that no matter how hard I get punched in face, or if my arm is broken it will never hurt has much as you have hurt me. How can you say so much over winter break and still turn away? "I love you" is something I never thought anybody could ever lie to me about.
How could you lie to me like you did? How could you lie, and say that you've always wanted me, that you've always loved me, that you are sorry for all you've done to me? Telling me these lies, that you want me to hold your hand, look into your eyes and kiss you, and keep kissing you until your forget all about Joseph, and then for me to kiss you some more.
If you fell, you'd knew I'd be right there to help you back up. That if you couldn't stand, I'd carry you.
Fuck you, cunt.
You're a force of destruction, but you did come with a warning. You were right all along, there IS something wrong with your brain, and it's only going to get worse. I used to bla
regretsLooking down at my arms,regrets by freespirit-edwarrior
Looking at what I’ve done.
All the scars:
All the scars,
That will never fade.
It just makes me cry,
Looking at them.
And it does make me wonder why.
Why I ever did it to myself in the first place.
But thinking about it,
Thinking about the blood,
It makes me want to do it again.
But I don’t want to regret it even more.
I don’t want more scars,
I don’t like regretting what I’ve done to myself.
Before You Lean On MeBefore you lean on me,Before You Lean On Me by Henakuo
I need you to know,
Just like you,
I've been left in the snow.
I've been abandoned,
I've been hurt,
And left in the dirt.
I've been picked on,
I've felt the need to cry.
I've been rejected,
Felt like I want to die...
Struggled with addiction,
Felt I wasn't worth much,
Actually, still don't...
I don't deserve a touch...
I have a heart,
Just like you,
And it can be broken,
Just like yours.
And opened scars,
These worldly bars...
I know I'm broken
Just like you,
And now you can lean,
On a shoulder thats true.
WarWhat's so honorableWar by Henakuo
About dying in flames?
Getting your soul lost
Among all the names?
When little girls ask
"Where did daddy go?"
How can you say it!?
Say that you don't know
Your all so disgusting!
Is it just for the fame?
Slaughter and murder
All in God's name.
You sickening beasts!
Just who are you trying to save!?
I see corpses, and blood
And a shallow grave!
What does that badge mean
When placed on ones chest!?
That certain one is special?
Just forget about the rest?
What does it mean,
Just to win a stupid war?
Look what you destroyed!
Look at the horror!
Is it really that important!?
Why not live in peace?
All those guns and all those bombs
Are they really just that hard to release?
You stand in such glory,
But you bring such a fear
Can you not see it!
Look in the damn mirror!
But it's too late,
The war has just been drawn,
And I hope it eats you alive inside...
When you tell those children that daddy's gone...
big demon brotheryou dont care about me!!! you act like you do!! but you dont!!! i dont know how to fake tears in my eyesbig demon brother by Deadpool209NizmoO
2 show that i love you too the tears in my eyes are real not fake like yours i dont even,,
every thing you did you did it for your self,, blaming me am bad ass guess what,,, i know what you do what you dont.
i act like i dont know you big brother anymore your demon the whom enjoy hurting otheres,
,,,you treating me like shit,,its ok am just w8ing for that day when will be all this over
or i will do it my self one day i will be hanging in the tree my dead will be by you
Don'tBroken hearts are mended,Don't by Peace-In-The-Abyss
Not with a smile or hope.
They are mended with time...
How long it takes varies.
With the heart and the mind.
For minds like to try to resist time.
Staying in childhood bliss, teenage rebellion,
Yet they grow right long with the gray hairs.
My advice is this.
If you find yourself in need mend, dont get broken in the first place.
a broken hearted letterMy friend,a broken hearted letter by Nightshade121
I ought to tell you how I feel about the concept of love.
I will tell you how mine ended, how it will never come back,
the heartache it causes you, to save you from the same fate.
Like a rose wilting and dying,
so feels my heart.
For what I feel afraid of the most,
is that it cannot be fixed.
I know inside I'm dying,
but I know pain is the price you pay for strength.
It feels as if I'm alone,
floating in darkness,
I know I really am alone in the world,
were hope will always burn me.
I crave to be free, and heard,
up most I crave love.
They all tell me to forget him,
forget his eyes, forget him name.
It's funny how I can't.
He broke my heart,
and yet I still love him.
Life's so different without him,
I don't want my heart if he won't mend it.
In the night I cry myself to sleep,
Do you ever think about me?
In the end it's only me missing you...
I love you still.
They tell me to walk away,
forget he said he'd never leave,
but all that makes me think of is ho
PainkillerCaffine poisons the system.Painkiller by Shannon-Sweeney
I keep my eyes open
to stop the dreams.
Waterproof mascara never lasts.
I paint my face
to cover the shadows.
A balanced diet is key.
I will drown
if I eat
Knives are dangerous.
I need them
to feel calm
One should not see their own blood.
I need the pain
to feel okay.
You must clean the wounds.
This is were we agree
For now anyway.
ProloguePrologue by kidontherampage
Medusa strode confidently through the dim, damp rocky passage hidden in the inhospitable Mountains of Dorúkal. She had found her way deep into the chasm of Rothel’don, known as ‘The Endless Ravine’ in the old tongue, reachable only by flight or by an ancient stone staircase, crumbled and precarious. This next contract could be the last step she needed to take to gain what she wanted most of all – power. Power was the only thing that mattered to her. She already knew that she was one of the most powerful creatures on the entire planet, a Changeling – the only Changeling.
The Elves had made sure of that, wiping out every other being of her race. It seemed outrageous, that creatures as low in magic as the Elves could rid the realm of such powerful creatures as Changelings, Sprites, Angels, even the Warlocks. It angered her to the brink of insanity. She wanted them all dead, every single one. They were like pests which spread across the land, chok